Older notes. Current news is on the Info page.
10/15/2025:
While I am taking a little break from working on my latest song, Trash
Can, I decided to have ChatGPT do another analysis of the lyrics of
another song of mine. In this case, it is for
Casting Shadows, which originally was a picture of someone's slow decent from this life into hell. Chat GPT did
a rather accurate and surprisingly detailed analysis that you might find interesting to read.
10-10-2025:
My creative output has exploded, with me having written more than 36 minutes of music for the new Movie,
Tea Variations. I suggest you sign up for the free 7-day trial subscription to see it.
Here
is one of the eight songs I wrote for the movie. Evan Snyder, the
writer/director of the film, wants to do two other "Tea" movies, which
will be related to the original. Evan filmed me acting for about
twelve minutes for one of those coming movies, where I also improvise
on piano and trombone.
I also just completed re-work on my song,
No Time.
It has proved to be a difficult task since 2015 to make it sound
the way I wanted. This song has so much going on at the same
time: sounds of a full orchestra, men's and women's choir, electric
bass, guitar, rock drums, and two vocalists. It was a
daunting task to figure out how to bring all these sounds out, and do
it without losing any of the dynamic punch that each moment was
intended to have. The two killer vocalists really nailed exactly
the sound and feel I was originally aimng for!
I have also returned to and made great progress on another very
difficult new song, callled, Trash Can, a song that actually came to me
in a dream back in 2013. This is probably will be the craziest
"Christian" song you have ever heard, where it bounces between verses
with an angry atheist spewing hate towards Christians, with the
choruses of Christians praying to God, and seeking His will in this
entire conflict. The "hate" part is at least partially inspired
by the hate spewed in song from people like Danny Elfman and Gary
Numan, including a bit in terms of their edgy industrial sound.
My wife and I will apparently act in a new movie called, Dead Cats, and
filming should start this November. I am still slated to write
music for a film noir movie by Evan also, along with acting as a
private piano teacher to the main character. I will also be
writing music for the movie (based on a song of mine), called Some
Yesterday (my song by that name will be tentatively used in the end
credits).
Evan seems to have agreed to be the voice of a physically grown up
version of Special Edward, in my coming "radio play" song, called,
Special Edward - Private Eye. The script has been completed a
long time, and is as fun and silly as you can imagine, assuming that
you are familar at all with
the Special Edward saga I created some years ago.
I have a number of other songs on the backburner. And I am probably
forgetting about other movies Evan wants me to do music for our act in.
7-13-2025:
Well, the Lime and Vinegar movie has been a hit! It has won 14
awards from different international film festivals.
Director/Write Evan Synder wants me to write all the music on a
number of his coming movies, at least through 2026. He has
completed filming of an experimental/art film called,
Tea Variations.
I have already written the opening scene and main theme music,
and am underway doing the rest. Also, Evan filmed me as an actor
in the movie. 12 minutes of footage, which includes me
improvisings on both trombone and piano, along with loosely directed
acting between Evan and me. He has started work on a Film
Noir movie, where he wants to act as a piano teacher to one of
the acting leads, along with writing all the music. He has a few
other movies in mind. But one exciting one will be called Some
Yesterday, which will use my song,
Some Yesterday
as the main theme! Evan has already wrote a script, which has
nothing to do with the REAL story behind the song (which will remain a
mystery).
I have greatly updated my music writing system with a powerful new
computer, fast video card for music video creation, and upgraded a lot
of my music software. My music production is sounding better than
ever. My creative juices have been flowing a lot, with TWO
different versions done of Those Clever Mannequins an
experimental tune called, Walking the Wrong Way Through IKEA, and
an amazing new version of No Time, with full "orchestra," "men's and
women's choirs," and a full rock band. Yes, it is all me and my
music equipment. I was planning to re-do the vocals by singing
again, but I have a secret guest singer that will BLOW YOU AWAY!
Stay tuned. This song has to go on hold until after the
music for Tea Variations is complete.
There is a song that CAME TO ME IN A DREAM back in 2013. As soon
as woke up, I ran to my piano to figure out the chords I heard, and the
structure overall of the tune. The song title will be Trash Can.
It will be about an angry atheist basically yelling at Christians
that they don't deserve to live, and should be thrown in a trash can.
In reply, the Christians sing to God basically Thy will be done
about the suffering that will happen to them. It will be a kind
of contrast between industrial metal rock and somewhat gentle "Gospel"
music. If all goes well, the same singer doing No Time will be
the "atheist" in this song.
2-12-2024:
Lots of interesting news since I posted last. Arguably, what I
wrote last time in terms of major world changes, ones I believe will
mostly happen THIS YEAR (2024), is probably way more significant that
any music you or I might be interested in. But I need to return
to the subject of my music for the time being, since that is PROBABLY
the main reason you came to my web page. :-)
Well, out of the blue, I was asked to put some of my music into a MOVIE. The movie is,
Lime and Vinegar.
Last I heard, it was submitted to 18 film festivals. From
there, if all goes well, it will be picked up by some sort of
distributor, such as NetFlix or Amazon Prime. I wrote
the music to the opening scene. Part of my song,
The Tortilla Fairy is used in the movie. I also play trombone in two other songs in the movie.,
The Guy's Theme, and
Chocolates and Wine.
Chocolates and Wine occurs at a key emotional turning point in the
movie, and I had the honor to play solo trombone at the end of this
wonderfully haunting piece.
3-11-2022:
Wow, my last news update was almost exactly 10 YEARS ago! So much
has happenned since then for me, mostly NOT with music. I had
developed Generalized Anxiety Disorder, which emotionally and
PHYSICALLY messed me up (ex: panic attacks every morning, weird
physical problems including becoming "allergic to half the world"
according to allergist tests). I had to take special anti-anxiety
medication to literally grow more serotonin uptake receptors in my
brain in order to get over this anxiety, along with learning better
ways to deal with stress, through the help of a Cognitive therapist.,
and constant focus on BIBLE verses that talked about anxiety and
TRUSTING God with my life.
I literally lost all my creative energy starting about 10 years ago,
with the death of my mother (and all the dysfunctional family junk
associated with that, which is talked about sort of, in my song "
Lies and Consequences ({Part 1)." My wife for many years, pointed out the strange parallels between my life and Shakespeare
's
play, King Lear. The main difference being that the main focus
was on "QUEEN Lear" in my family, and that I was a male, not
female! Watch this 10-minute YouTube video overview of the play, and compare it to what is said in my song.
I was asked about a year ago to write the theme song for a long-time
friend's girlfriend, for a soon-to-be regular YouTube variety show.
I was asked to do something "funky," so I came up with Funky Linal (Synth solo). My friend asked me why I didn't use TROMBONE in it (in a passive-agressive way), so out of guilt, I also came up with Funky Linal (Trombone Solo).
I only recently started to try to get back to music composing, and I
must admit it is hard to get back into the daily (or near-daily)
rhythm. I do a LOT of research on current events, especially from
very alternative information sources. That has been taking up 95%
of my free time. Let's me just say that the world is about to see
(in 2022 and probably 2023, in my current estimation) the biggest
changes it has ever seen. Since 1996, based upon my occult
training in the past and continued studies, along with my extensive
Bible and history studies, I came to the realization that the so-called
New World Order (based om BLACK MAGICK) would one day be DESTROYED, and
replaced by a WHITE MAGICK New World Order! I believe the
FULL transition would require a contrived WWIII
(centered in the Middle East, and fulfill Ezekiel 38 Bible prophecy).
However, it became clear to me in January 2020, that this
transition was ALREADY IN PROGRESS! The "White Hats" (as they
call themselves) already were making covert headway in bringing down
the "Black Hats," AKA, Deep State, Cabal, The Swamp, New
World Order (NWO). The White Hats tried to make an early attempt
at doing this, in the guise of the "New Age" movement in the 1980's,
but it fell flat for numerous reasons. However, The White Hats
disguised their movement as a "PATRIOT" movement, one that even
CHRISTIANS would this time be part of! The main name for the
current "Patriot" movement is The Great Awakening,
a name stolen from true Christian revivals of the past. Right
now, we are seeing a WORLD-WIDE battle between The Great Awakening and The Great Reset.
As hard as it is to believe, The Great Reset's ULTIMATE
plan is to take away ALL of your private property, your money, your
health, and MURDER 15/16ths of humanity (down to 500 MILLION).
This death toll will NOT happen, because that would be much
greater than the predicted death tolls in the book of Revelation.
Believe it or not 5G (at 60GHz) is the main cause of COVID symtoms! Compare what is said in this video to how 60GHz energy cooks OXYGEN! Also, it is becoming clear that the COVID "vaccines" are designed to kill everyone who took it with THREE YEARS (I believe an ANTIDOTE will soon be available). I did not take "The Great Awakeing" seriously, until I saw "Q Proofs" that the mysterious "Q Posts"
and Trump Twitter posts were very often being made on the very same
topic (often same words), and made within a minute or less of each
other (Trump and Q are working CLOSELY together). It is very
hard, almost impossible now, to find valid information online about
practically everything I wrote in this paragraph, using any Internet
search engine. I have seen a massive CENSORSHIP in these search
engines, as well as on all "social media" sites. Such censorship
started around the time EVERY news service was speaking EXACTLY THE SAME WORDS against The Great Awakening, calling it all "fake news." I have touched upon many aspects of the New World Order in many of my songs, including Encrypt the Question, Encrypt the Question (Illuminated Version), Retracing Our Path, Empire Falling, and Stampede, among others.
The current Russian incursion and the soon-coming China incursion into
Taiwain are BIG PARTS of bringing down the current NWO! Watch
also for all the charges of WAR CRIMES against many leaders (and
billionaires), including many Democrat, Republican, and (European)
Progressive Party polticians, who have accepted laundered montey
through places like corrupt Ukraine, and been involved in constant
voter fraud and treason. I believe that the Democrat and
Progressive parties by 2023 will be less popular than the NAZI Party is
right now, once the world finds out what they have been really doing!
Best I can tell, honest and just MILITARY TRIBUNALS will be set
up throughout the world to arrest, try, convict and EXECUTE many of
these enemies of humanity.
Most Christians know that both white and black magick are BOTH from
SATAN. They act as CONTROLLED OPPOSITION to each other, to
ultimately create the final verison of the NWO, the one which would
bring about the ANTICHRIST!. Occultst Alice Bailey (who FDR, his
VP Wallace, and Truman all followed), wrote in th 1940's that it would
be EVANGELICAL CHRISTIANITY that would bring the "Aquarian Messiah"
(the ANTICHRIST) into power. That did not make sense, until I saw
the white hat "Patriot" movement going on now, that is pulling
Chrisitans into blindly supporting it 100%. A temporary UTOPIA
will come upon the earth. I believe it will include secrets the
current NWO is hiding, such as what really causes most cancer, illness,
and disease, and how to prevent/cure them, Teslas "unlimited energy"
secrets. The world will probably return to having their money
based on GOLD (and maybe silver), rathr than on baseless FIAT money,
and the Federal Reserve, Central Banks will be dissolved, the
CDC, FDA, and the WHO, and probably even the UN will be dismantled, or
greatly changed. However, the truth about a number of things I do
NOT think will come out, including, COVID being caused by 5G,
that viruses do not exist, but are EXOSOMES,
that aliens/UFOs are DEMONIC ENTITIES., among some other critical
things. Right now, I am only aware of one other Christian online
who understands the two phases of the NWO, Probably Alexandra,
and I HIGHLY recommmend you see all her videos. I don't agree
100% with her on some details, but it is amazing on how much she gets
right!
Some have told that much of my anxiety is probably caused by my studies
of such dark things. Maybe so. But for various reasons, I
believe God CALLED me to study such things, and inform other people
about what I have found out.
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4-23-12:
Lots has been happening in my life, difficult things, but
things
that will provide lots of muse for my music. The best is yet
to
come.
I
am contiuning to work on a song called, formerly called, "Game
Show, " now called, "Lies and Consequences."
Anchor Mejans has provided a powerful recording of my lyrics, which I
am working writing music around.